- I'm at the park with my daughter and i feel so othered. I feel like a second class citizen. constantly worried that someone will judge me for my existence. 
- everywhere public is like this. the grocery store. going for a walk. most things. 
- a constant state of hyper vigilance
- it's subtle. physically I look fine. internally I worry for my life
- I constantly worry my kid is gonna make a scene and jeopardize my life
- I constantly worry my kid will out me and I fear for my life
- it limits my capacity to parent and I am saddened by this
- I worry my coparent doesn't understand
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